tired.
tired of your ego trips to the moon and back
tired of you misinterpreting every word that escapes my lips
tired of explaining my every move
tired of proving myself to you every second of every moment
tired of saying i love you
tired of crying bitter tears for you
tired of being hurt for no fault of mine
tired of waiting for you all the time
tired of hoping someday you'll understand
tired of living this loveless, barren life
tired of portraying a smiling face amidst all this strife
tired of wishing for death when you hurt me so
tired of hoping that somehow you won't go
tired of the debilitating pain in my heart
tired of convincing myself that we won't part
tired of wishing that you'd somehow love me
tired of living in this dilemma of a life
i'm tired and maybe so are you
i love you and you know its true
i don't want this thing to end
but i cannot hurt anymore
so as i walk away, would you see
the tears that call out for you silently
would you stop me and hold me in your arms
and kiss me till the pain goes numb
energize me with your words
say how you feel - your heart to mine
would you save me from this disaster
or should you watch me pine
and let me die... unrequited love
would you ever be mine?
